Derrida, Foucault, Derrida again… This term I am, once again, the taught rather than the teacher. It’s great. UEA’s interdisciplinary seminar started its third series today, and I’m already hooked. As someone who uses a great deal of archival material (BP, The National Archives, The British Library), it’s about time I re-acquainted myself with what it means to go “into” an archive – literally or metaphorically. I’m mostly about the literal: the bundles of paper tied up with decaying pieces of tape, the indescipherable handwriting, and being told off by security staff at The National Archive for having too many boxes on my table. Archives can be boring and they eat your time, but they are also at the heart of every culture in the world. They are the stories we tell about ourselves, and what we become.
Today the seminar leader, Ferdinand de Jong, raised a number of questions that have lain dormant in my own mind. Crucially, amongst many, there is the issue of who decides what is archived – bureaucrats, archivists, curators – and why. Derrida calls those who make such decisions Archons, and they are the ones who create a meaningful framework for archive documents. As a writer, obviously I am also placing an interpretation on documents which have alreday been organised in a certain way by at least one, but more usually a chain, of people before me. I used to be very nervous about this, and thought what I was doing in terms of “imposing” a meaning, but we all do that to everything we see and do every day. It’s why people tell stories in the first place. It’s how we live.
My work is partly a reaction to stories that have been told about Arnold Wilson and Morris Young in the past. I have re-entered the same archive as the writers of ‘Adventure in Oil’ and ‘The Oil Hunters’ (those titles are enough to give youan idea of the kinds of stories they tell) to look for – what? Is it enough to say that I am looking for something different, too much to claim that I am ‘rescuing’ my subjects from misinterpretation? To say I am simply offering an alternative interpretation is insipid. It is also awkward, in a biography, to be constantly self-reflexive. I have tried that ‘this could mean’, ‘the possiblility remains’ kind of writing that keeps reminding a reader that I am looking at documents and forging connections between them, but it is ultimately unsatisfying. And not in a ‘leaves you wanting more’ way, more in a ‘leaves you a bit flat’ way. In the end I must abide by the scribbles I put on my students’ essays: ‘it’s your work, I know it’s your opinion’.
But there are those Archons who would claim a higher authority for their truths, who organise and collect in an attempt pursuade and subdue. Derrida also talks about the death-drive of archiving, the idea that by putting something in a box you petrify it. You turn it from a living subject into a dusty object that can’t answer back. Which is why, I suppose, it’s important to keep opening the boxes. They might have something new to say.